Sunday, January 15, 2017

I'm outta here

I've become extremely fed up with this website so i'm going over to wordpress

you can find me 

I need to edit it a little more, but that's where we are now. 
My blog posts are on the sidebar on the right or you can click "blog" from the menu. 
It's a little different over there

Wednesday, January 11, 2017

I was late for this, late for that, late for the love of my life

I've been listening to The Lumineers again. All of their music is so beautiful. And when I say that I only listen to the most recent album cause it's so good I just don't want to have to add any more wonderful-ness to my head. That doesn't make sense.

So on New Year's Eve I ended up going to Marissa's parents house in this tiny town in Ohio. Upon arrival, the power was out (side note: apparently the power was out till 10 pm on New Year's Day) and I wasn't really in a drinking mood *gasp*. We sat around all night while Marissa's mom read everyone's future with tarot cards. I was up first. I think I have a rough "near future" but it seems to even out eventually. Now I only remember what my first card was, and I'll keep that a secret. But I think it's about to come to fruition. Which I think is a necessary life event because it's honestly been such a struggle. I think that there were some big ol changes in my near future and a lot of loss, but I think it'll be for the better. I'm scared of change and I'd usually rather just be miserable than accept the change, but I feel like the older I get the less time I have for bullshit. Like I can stick things out, I guess, but what's the point? 

Monday, January 2, 2017

Go get your shovel and we'll dig a deep hole to burry the castle

So now that it's 2017 I can give up on my goals, I guess. At least that's what I seem to be doing. I'm supposed to not spend any money in January on non-essentials. What did I do yesterday, less than 24 hours after this pledge? Went to Athleta and Anthropologie. In my defensive, I did find a flowy black off the shoulder top that I've been wanting for a while. Obviou,say I had to buy it because it was on clearance and an extra 40% off. Amd the shirt from Athleta was mismarked down 15 dollars and I got an extra 20% off, so all in all I'd say I was saving money. And I'm not perfect and I'm going to make mistakes.
let's hope that New Year's Eve isn't a tell to how bad the rest of the year is going to be...